Ok! I’m gonna have to go on hiatus

 

Hello everybody, and what’s up? Ugh, I never thought I’d be making a post like this, but unfortunately it has to happen. I’ve unfortunately decided that due to some things that have happened that I have to go on a small hiatus. I know it probably sucks to hear this, but I think it’s the best for me as of right now. I saw collage life getting hard, but there’s something more serious than that, that’s gonna keep me a bit hindered, and unfortunately there’s just no way I can get out of it right now. I’m gonna explain below. 

So as y’all know about 2 weeks ago I had a minor stroke that hospitalized me for 3 days, well this morning at around 4:30EST I had more symptoms again that I had the last time around, except for this time they spread from my leg to my face, and they affected both sides of my body(that’s not at all good keep in mind) I went to the ER this morning just to be evaluated and it was ruled the same thing that happened two weeks ago, it was a TIA, or in more simple terms a mini-stroke, or you could say strokes because they happened in both sides of my body and like 20 minutes apart. 

I’ve been taking blood thinners since I’ve been out of the hospital to prevent these things from happening, but it just seemed to give in last night. As y’all can probably guess I was and still am really nervous about if these are gonna continue. I actually thought I was gonna die if I fell back asleep, and that was my worst fear throughout this whole thing is that I might die alone in the darkness of my bedroom. Now luckily that didn’t happen, but I was really nervous that it might. It’s just scary to know that these episodes are happening to me, and that I’m gonna need surgery to fix my heart in order for them to go away. 

I really thought hard after I got out of the ER today, and I think that it’s best because of this that I stop reviewing the countdown and Hitbound and also put a pause on my personal charts. I’m sorry this has to happen, but I can’t really focus on the charts right now when I’m tired, and nervous about my health, plus I have to deal with school. I have to get up early every morning, I have midterms coming up, and then luckily I get a small break before my birthday on the 22nd. After that though I have to have the surgery to fix the hole that’s causing the problems right now. I have appointments with the doctors in between now and then, and who knows maybe the surgery will be bumped up, but for now it’s safe to say it’s staying the same, so because of all of this I just don’t have as much time to focus on my charts nor the countdown right now. Does this mean I’m quitting and going away like Adrian and Beluga did? No, I personally love doing this and it’s very fun to review the countdown, even if not everything goes the way I want it to, but for right now I think I have too many issues to deal with that are much bigger than the charts. I always knew October would be a hectic month for me, but I didn’t know how hectic it would be with this all happening, all around the time when I have exams, birthdays and other family stuff to deal with. It’s stressful and I don’t think that it’ll end up being lifted until the end of the month, so as of right now this is the unfortunate decision I have to make. 

With all of that being said, I’d really appreciate it if everyone moved comments over to either Hrish, ZestPond or Hippos blogs, just so they don’t stress me too much. I don’t mind if you leave some really nice get well comments on this post, but just please don’t spam this post up with Hits 1 or music released comments. I’ll try my best to check in over there from time to time, but I can’t promise it. 

Alright guys, I want to thank you guys for reading this and supporting me through this difficult time, and I hope this can resolve itself soon, but for now just bare with me, and we’ll get through this together. 

I wish y’all the best and love y’all and this community 💜

Trey T